Namaste (: I'm Jess I'm nineteen and i'm a free spirit and an old soul. Fiancé to my best love. Mamabear to my Rebel Baby born october 26, 2013. We make up a very earthy family, embracing our wonderful, alternative lifestyle. I'm a non-conformist. Agnostic/ Atheist. A free thinker with a head full of ideas. Nature inspires me. I strive to make a simple, healthy, peaceful life for me, my love, and our little one. We live a bohemian life with simplicity and big meaning. I think differently and I'm proud of that. I'm on a journey to create myself and love myself and be who I know I am. I want to live away from the chains and rules of society and follow the road less traveled. I want to liberate myself, my loves, and others and be free. I am an artist. I write. I explore. I dream. I love. I'm forever chasing the wind. online
I feel bad for my love in this situation…I really do. But I just can’t help how I feel. I really don’t like them… they hurt me. Plain and simple . No apologies or attempt at fixing things will make anything better. The damage is done. I’ve been asking myself why I’m so , si upset by it and I think its because it had to be them to make me feel this way. They who made me feel left out and unconsidered all summer. I thought things were going to get better regarding that. I was so scared I’d be made to feel that way always by them …and look here. Left out in the biggest way possible by them .
Chilling with my fellow artsy negro, Harold Green in Chicago
- Nelson Mandela (via thatkindofwoman)
- Neil K. (via ceedling)
Use me as your body pillow. You know I find your pregnancy induced snoring adorable.
*Hell yeah lets cut the tags off the baby clothes and sort them into stages.
I know you’re mocking that I live on my own. I know its killing you all that shit hasn’t fallen apart yet. And I also know that you guys desperately need to feel like you’re helping us making this work for us. We are doing this on our own completely. I haven’t needed any of you. I’m doing very well on my own. I also don’t need any of you guys to try and be a co parent. We are his parents. We don’t need you one step behind like we need your help . Stop acting like I’m a toddler . A toddler you’re letting walk on their own while you wait for me to fall on my ass so you can pick me up and say I told you so. You won’t get the satisfaction. I can see past this pretend acceptance.
In think the concept of life is truly insane … You live and you die. Forever . Through all the centuries , no matter who you are or what you do , you live and you die. And eventually this is all going to end and nothing will have mattered . Advances in technology ans medicine and stuff, that’s legit. …not going to matter when its all said and done. We are here until we’re gone . I think its crazy . Life is nothing to trip over. All you gotta do is exactly what you want until its time to go . Its not going to matter if you went to college or not . If you got rich or not. If you were cool or not. If you made your parents proud or not. The only thing to do that matters is to be kind to people. That’s the only thing that lasts . The way you make someone feel is the only true thing . Be kind . Be positive. Love. Teach your kids the same.